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Just had a great conversation with a guy who is pretty spiffy! I was pleasantly surprised and hope we chat again. It was nice. I know that sounds so bland, but it was nice.

I am still unpacking and finding love notes from the ex which is hard. I miss him some times, but I know that things were not working as they could have. He is a nice guy, but we were not going where we needed to if we were to continue in a relationship. I don't want to go in to it here as it is not okay too. I still want to be friends, and some days friends with Benifits as he was good(I know TMI), but he was. However that isn't really on my to do list. I have other men to climb(yes climb!) but he is still very special to me. He was my best friend. How do you just turn that off, I really don't know yet. I am working on it as he may be dating soon and well I can't be around him if that happens. That is if it is one person in particular, really. If it a random person I don't know it would probably be easier. But still, not easy. Especially when I thought he was the ONE and that there would be flirting sure, but no other guy in my life. Well things changed didn't they. Oh well enough of this. I am too good a person to let this get me down. I have great friends and a wacky family that support me and I love me so there you go.

Okay well off to finish unpacking stuff. Still way to many boxes! Random thought: I love lavander and Lon is hot! Hope he knows it, even though he doesn't really know me.

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You said spiffy. I didnt know that word was still used.
spiffy.

I also say neato! But you can just call me old school (sort of, Daddy -O!)

He was my best friend. How do you just turn that off, I really don't know yet.

Want to know? From what I've experienced, you kind of don't.

I was once engaged, years ago. The break up was bad, the worst I hope I ever have to go through, but despite that, seeing my ex still, most of the time, makes me feel better. She and I still talk frequently and call each other when we know the other isn't going through easy times. She isn't one of my best friends, but she is still close for all we went through. I wouldn't ever give that up.

I hope I don't have to give up this friendship. He is a really nice person. We just didn't work is all. I hope he knows that I had to move in a different direction than we were going. He will always have a piece of my heart and I hope we can stay friends. Keep your fingers crossed for that. See you at Folsom. *hugs*

I will. It's what I hope for all ym friends who try to stay friends.

And, yes, see you at Folsom.