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Just had a great conversation with a guy who is pretty spiffy! I was pleasantly surprised and hope we chat again. It was nice. I know that sounds so bland, but it was nice.
I am still unpacking and finding love notes from the ex which is hard. I miss him some times, but I know that things were not working as they could have. He is a nice guy, but we were not going where we needed to if we were to continue in a relationship. I don't want to go in to it here as it is not okay too. I still want to be friends, and some days friends with Benifits as he was good(I know TMI), but he was. However that isn't really on my to do list. I have other men to climb(yes climb!) but he is still very special to me. He was my best friend. How do you just turn that off, I really don't know yet. I am working on it as he may be dating soon and well I can't be around him if that happens. That is if it is one person in particular, really. If it a random person I don't know it would probably be easier. But still, not easy. Especially when I thought he was the ONE and that there would be flirting sure, but no other guy in my life. Well things changed didn't they. Oh well enough of this. I am too good a person to let this get me down. I have great friends and a wacky family that support me and I love me so there you go.
Okay well off to finish unpacking stuff. Still way to many boxes! Random thought: I love lavander and Lon is hot! Hope he knows it, even though he doesn't really know me.
I am still unpacking and finding love notes from the ex which is hard. I miss him some times, but I know that things were not working as they could have. He is a nice guy, but we were not going where we needed to if we were to continue in a relationship. I don't want to go in to it here as it is not okay too. I still want to be friends, and some days friends with Benifits as he was good(I know TMI), but he was. However that isn't really on my to do list. I have other men to climb(yes climb!) but he is still very special to me. He was my best friend. How do you just turn that off, I really don't know yet. I am working on it as he may be dating soon and well I can't be around him if that happens. That is if it is one person in particular, really. If it a random person I don't know it would probably be easier. But still, not easy. Especially when I thought he was the ONE and that there would be flirting sure, but no other guy in my life. Well things changed didn't they. Oh well enough of this. I am too good a person to let this get me down. I have great friends and a wacky family that support me and I love me so there you go.
Okay well off to finish unpacking stuff. Still way to many boxes! Random thought: I love lavander and Lon is hot! Hope he knows it, even though he doesn't really know me.
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Date: 2004-10-11 06:21 pm (UTC)From:spiffy.
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