Jul. 28th, 2004
Okay a real update.
Jul. 28th, 2004 11:06 pmThis past weekend I moved into my new apartment. I now live by myself in a nice cozy one bedroom apartment. I love it but it was a hard decision to make. I left my relationship of 5 years to be on my own. I truly cared for him, but I needed more. Most of my friends say that they knew it was coming. I just wish it didn't hurt so much. I know it is for the best and we shall be friends, but it still hurts.
I am however looking toward the future as much as possible so I don't crumble in the past. I want to travel and may be I will be able to save up and do more of that. I have an open invite to go with a friend to England, but I don't know if I want to travel with her. I want to go back to Italy and Germany. I want to go see more plays. I hope to make new friends as well. Not to say I don't have great friends currently, I just want more(Greedy I know).
I am really tired as I have not gotten used to my new schedule of getting up early to be at work on time. I now live 30 minutes away when I used to live 10 minutes away. Doesn't sound like much, but trust me it is. I may also be looking for a new job, we shall see.
I am getting ready to go to Italian Faire this weekend. I kind of don't want to go as I have so much to do at home, but I really wanna go hang out with all the other groups who will be there as my group is not going in full force. I really want to meet more people and make more inter guild connections.
I am ready to go see my dad as well. I can't as he lives in NJ and I am in CA. I also miss my mom and dad who raised me. They would not believe me, but I miss them more than I can say right now. I am 34 and I feel so lost some days. I know I am a grown woman and such, but some time I just want to hug my mom. Silly I know, but it is what I want right now more than I can say.
I am excited about meeting new people though(translate MEN), but I want to not be too stressed about all that. I want to have fun. I want to be silly. I don't know what else right now.
Well more quizzes coming soon.... What can I say, they are fun.
I am however looking toward the future as much as possible so I don't crumble in the past. I want to travel and may be I will be able to save up and do more of that. I have an open invite to go with a friend to England, but I don't know if I want to travel with her. I want to go back to Italy and Germany. I want to go see more plays. I hope to make new friends as well. Not to say I don't have great friends currently, I just want more(Greedy I know).
I am really tired as I have not gotten used to my new schedule of getting up early to be at work on time. I now live 30 minutes away when I used to live 10 minutes away. Doesn't sound like much, but trust me it is. I may also be looking for a new job, we shall see.
I am getting ready to go to Italian Faire this weekend. I kind of don't want to go as I have so much to do at home, but I really wanna go hang out with all the other groups who will be there as my group is not going in full force. I really want to meet more people and make more inter guild connections.
I am ready to go see my dad as well. I can't as he lives in NJ and I am in CA. I also miss my mom and dad who raised me. They would not believe me, but I miss them more than I can say right now. I am 34 and I feel so lost some days. I know I am a grown woman and such, but some time I just want to hug my mom. Silly I know, but it is what I want right now more than I can say.
I am excited about meeting new people though(translate MEN), but I want to not be too stressed about all that. I want to have fun. I want to be silly. I don't know what else right now.
Well more quizzes coming soon.... What can I say, they are fun.

You're Pennsylvania!
You like bells and absolutely love divergent religious groups. Dressing
up and riding around in horses and buggies are some of your favorite pastimes, though
you're not against baseball by any means. Even though most people think you're Dutch,
you're actually of German descent. You have at least one brother who you truly
love.
Take the State Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.