no dreams.....

[rosered32]

I was talking to my mate, when I realized that I don't dream any more. It made me cry and hurt. I have been so busy with life and work and such that I forgot about the things I have always wanted. I am at the point where I feel lost when I start to think of them as I remember the things I need to do for work and home and real life. I am working 40 hours a week in a job I like and so it is hard to go and dream of what I want to do instead as I am doing it. I don't really read, I cross stitch to relax and I play in a Renassiance Guild to get my dose of adult/grown-up interaction. (Yes some of the people aren't"grown-up" but... they aren't actually 3-5 even if they act it.) I just realized that I believe in other people's dreams but I don't know what mine are any more. I need to find some time to think about it. Help.....