Last night in Ohio

[rosered32]

So this is my last night here at the folks house. I am happy to be going home tomorrow, but sad as it was nice to be some wheree green in June. And the rain is refreshing and beautiful. I am glad to be able to see it. I guess that being here is a big step to me as I now am ready to let me dreams of birth family go. I mean I have always felt out of it with my family and now it it clear that I do have family but I am not part of a family. Yes it is part me but also it is them. I don't have anything in common with any one in this famliy and there is no interest in what I do back at my place in CA. I am just too different and I never realized how different until now. And I am not all that odd from social norms, just my family. I don't cook, I don't play in a band or write music, I love the renaissance, I like to camp in comfort(with big tent and stove), I love art but not odd art, I want to go to museums more than food markets, I just like main stream music and musicals, I love to read, but am still behind on the classics, I like rpg games, I like karaoke, I don't drink much, I love old movies, and old hollywood. It isn't much but it isn't what my family is in to at all. Sounds kind of selfish , but true. Oh well....