(no subject)

[rosered32]

SLO Faire was good and long at the same time. I had fun but had a hard time as well. When asked to do a gig then treated poorly as people who took it over ruined stuff, I really hate being blamed. If it isn't yours, don't cut it! If you really don't want to do something, DON'T SAY OKAY!!!!!!! And if you have a problem, don't pretend you don't. Deal with it and try to solve it yourself or get help. No one will ever be mad if you say "I really would rather not do said gig." I especially don't care if you say no. I care if you say yes and then bitch behind my back because I believed you. Also if you are using some one else's stuff, DON'T make modifications with out permission! It isn't okay and people don't like their stuff ruined! And I don't like having to fix a problem that shouldn't have happened! I am not the best at figuring out if people are really saying what they truly mean, so if you really want /don't want some thing, just say it. I will not be hurt. It takes more than that. My friendship isn't based on whether you do what I want you to do or not. It is based on whether we can be honest with each other. UGH!!!!!!!!! I hate drama that could very well be avoided!

I went down on Sunday from heat and dehydration. So the last few days I have been coming home and crashing. Then waking up in the middle of the night. Wild.

So I am getting ready for my trip to Jersey. I am kind of excited. I get to see my dad and I hope it is as exciting as ever.I know it will be okay. I will see my dad and that is as far as I really have planned. Whatever else happens will be icing. I am ready to get out of town for a bit.

I hope all of you are well and now I am off to bed.

Comments

[dafstar.livejournal.com]

I knew the first word after the cut was going to be rennfaire:PI find avoiding renn faire cuts back my drama consistantly by 30% :)

[rosered32.livejournal.com]

Hee hee! You were warned! And it is generally not the faire's fault. The faire itself was lovely.

Hope you are well and we will have to get together when I get back from NJ.

[dafstar.livejournal.com]

totally :)