Pretty places

So I took my man to a beautiful spot that we went to on the first 24 hours we ever spent together. It was nice to say the least. I hope he enjoyed it. I packed a picnic and dragged him to Indian Rock in Berkeley(sp) and then we went to a bookstore. It was fun and we haven't had that in a while. I don't know where we are going or what will be next. I just hope there will be more.

"SO many times I have tried to tell you,
so many nights I have cried alone. Still somehow you cut my feelings to the bone.
Have we become a habit? Do we distort the truth?
Now there's no looking forward, now there's no turning back"
- Pat Benatar "We Belong"

I heard that today on the radio and I kept thinking of my current feelings. I think that song sums up exactly how I am feeling at the moment.(And no I didn't want to be Pat Benatar when I was 12, no, wait that isn't true. I just didn't try to dress like her.)

Good night Man.
Goodnight Booda.
Good night DBVIXXEN
and Goodnight Snoopy!

Oh yes.... Good night Moon!

I am sorry

Shawn,
I can never express to you how sorry I am that I hurt your feelings and made you uncomfortable. That was never my intent. I am stating right now that I love you and I hope you know in your heart that it is the truth.

All my love and heart,
Your Rose

I die...

Without you..
The ground thaws,
the rain falls,
The grass grows.
Without you...
the seeds root,
the flowers bloom,
the children play,
the stars gleam,
the poets dream,
the eagles fly,
Without you.
The earth turns,
the sun burns,
But I die...without you.
Without you,
the breeze warms,
the girls smile,
the clouds move.
Without you,
the tides change,
the boys run,
the oceans crash,
the crowds roar,
the days soar... but the babies cry...without you.
The moon glows,
the river flows...
but I die.
Without you,
The world revives,
colors renew,
But I know blue, only blue
lonely blue....
Whipping me blue.
Without you,
The hand gropes,
the ear hears,
the pulse beats,
With out you,
The eyes gaze,
the legs walk,
the lungs breath,
the mind churns,
the heart yearns,
the tears dry,
Without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone....
'Cause I died...
With out you...
With out you...
With out you..........
-Without you- from Rent