Being young ..

[rosered32]

Today I was watching one of the little girls in my class on the tire swing. She was laying across it and spinning in circles. I remember doing that and the way it felt. It was dizzying, yes, but it was also freeing. I was watching her and all I wanted to do was swing like that again. I don't want to be 5 again, I just want to be that carefree again. I guess I just miss my innocence(sp) and the fact that I teach kids helps but it also makes me nervous when I talk to "grown -ups" as I am afraid I will bore them or I have nothing to contibute to coversations. I am getting too old some days and not nearly old enough other days. I keep acting like somebody's mom or big sister (trying to curb that but I am not so good at it...). I guess I just feel like I belong some days and not others. Just feeling old. No I am not but I feel old.

BTW Thanks to the great idea for what I can do next to the Spanish guy,who ever you are......

Well see you at Fair Oaks.
Night.....

Comments

[loneromeo.livejournal.com]

well, It could always be worse? Imagine stepping into any conversation and having people get frustrated because they're talking about something you've never heard of....EVERY TIME :-P
and, I know it's probably bad timing, or just ironic considering what I just said, but whats a kareoke Gong show? (sp?)
Christ I know what I need, I need to start reading encyclopedias again......