rosered32 | LIfe so far....

SO went to SLO faire and had a blast. I helped play tetris with the truck and had a great ride up. I found a new rose(doe skin leather) and had it scented to my own fragrance. I played with friends who I hadn't seen in awhile and had a great dinner Sat. I am excited about the next faire as the guild is hosting an ice cream social. It should be a blast as well as having the Spanish next door to gig with. This year we should take over their camp! We shall see.

I am doing okay at work, but I am hearing that I may not have a permanent site which is driving me nuts. I was told that I had one then I am told I don't. I am frustrated beyond belief and can't really talk to any one about it as the one person I would like to talk to is hardly around. I am feeling like I need to have some idea of my future but I don't know what I want. I want to be with the person I love but I am not sure if that is possible. I want to have a set job, not be a floater, but that may not be possible. I want to be able to sleep at night, but it is hard when the one you love can't sleep. I am too old to be this confused. Just need some answers. Just need some direction, just need some reassurance. Just need to be okay if it doesn't go as I hope it will. Don't want to lose what I have. Need a bit more.

enough.........