![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
So last night took The Man to Kaiser for pain he was having. Turns out more kidney stones! UGH! I mean he was in so much pain when I got home from work, I told him "We are going!" WE got there and they took him back and then called me an hour later. Then they gave him meds and such, then took him to get a CT scan. Then about 2 more hours later they tell him it is more stones. Fun for him. I felt awful. And there was not much I could do to help him other than be there for him. We got home late and I wasn't sure if I was going to work today or not. Got up to him saying he was staying home, but I should go to work. I did hesitantly. Of course he has my cell and I was in Livermore today so... I was and still am worried. But there is not much I can do.
Then I called my father to say hi and see how my step mother was doing. Unfortunately I got, "So now you call me knowing I was in the hospital and could have died! I can't talk right now, I am in a meeting. And Lori(stepmother) said she told you. I will call you back." *&*&*&*&^%#$^*#($*( What! Turns out that when I called my stepmother last Monday(Aug.21) and spoke to her about how she was doing, she mentioned in passing "Oh I am going to John Hopkins for a second opinion about my breast cancer, but it is okay. And I have to run. You father needs to be picked up from the hospital. I will call you later." Does this sound bad to you? Me either, considering my dad often goes to get blood work and such as he has had 5 heartattacks and triple bypass surgery. And she seemed so calm, so I wasn't worried. Turns out he had been running a temp. of 105 for 5 days and his heart was not beating well and some other stuff he glossed over when I managed to get him between his next set of meetings later this afternoon. Again he said he would call back when he was done with his meeting.(Dad is a commercial mortgage broker for his own company in NJ.)
So Now I wait for more info, but I will probably call him back after work if I don't hear from him. I hate this. I did tell him she didn't tell me, but it still hurts to have him think I didn't care. It isn't true. I hate this. I hurt inside knowing that I am out here and they don't think I should be called. It is true that at least I did talk to him not to her and having her tell me he was dead, but still! He could have been! (He pointed that out!) I just want to jump on a plane right now, but that isn't the answer either. Ugh!
Then I called my father to say hi and see how my step mother was doing. Unfortunately I got, "So now you call me knowing I was in the hospital and could have died! I can't talk right now, I am in a meeting. And Lori(stepmother) said she told you. I will call you back." *&*&*&*&^%#$^*#($*( What! Turns out that when I called my stepmother last Monday(Aug.21) and spoke to her about how she was doing, she mentioned in passing "Oh I am going to John Hopkins for a second opinion about my breast cancer, but it is okay. And I have to run. You father needs to be picked up from the hospital. I will call you later." Does this sound bad to you? Me either, considering my dad often goes to get blood work and such as he has had 5 heartattacks and triple bypass surgery. And she seemed so calm, so I wasn't worried. Turns out he had been running a temp. of 105 for 5 days and his heart was not beating well and some other stuff he glossed over when I managed to get him between his next set of meetings later this afternoon. Again he said he would call back when he was done with his meeting.(Dad is a commercial mortgage broker for his own company in NJ.)
So Now I wait for more info, but I will probably call him back after work if I don't hear from him. I hate this. I did tell him she didn't tell me, but it still hurts to have him think I didn't care. It isn't true. I hate this. I hurt inside knowing that I am out here and they don't think I should be called. It is true that at least I did talk to him not to her and having her tell me he was dead, but still! He could have been! (He pointed that out!) I just want to jump on a plane right now, but that isn't the answer either. Ugh!
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
no subject
Date: 2006-08-31 10:56 pm (UTC)From:{{{Hugs}}}
no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 01:02 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 02:35 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 02:38 am (UTC)From:Thanks and see you this weekend.
no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 04:59 am (UTC)From:Thanks and see you this weekend.
no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 05:48 am (UTC)From:Love you, and we missed you last night.
no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 04:14 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 03:02 pm (UTC)From:Miss you
no subject
Date: 2006-09-01 04:15 pm (UTC)From: