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So I came to work and am feeling kind of out of it. I know it is that I didn't sleep the best until The Man came home around 1:30 am. I really hate that but it is true. I sleep better when he is home. I just do. And dreams were odd and filled with past memories and current irrational fears.
The Man stayed home today as he was in pain, but I was unable to stay with him. Send him text messages to cheer him up if you can, but no Amerillo Snoopy! He needs to know he is thought of if you can.
And of course it is Sept 11. And what was I doing 5 years ago? Well I had the day off as I was supposed to go to Davis with a friend, but that was changed over that previous weekend. So I woke up to my alarm and hearing the "Oh My God!" of Sarah from Alice and turned on the TV to see the first plane hit the World Trade Center. I freaked as my dad normally took the train in to NYC and got off at World Trade Center stop and then would have coffee with my Uncle who worked there. This preticula Tuesday, My dad was running late and my Uncle was out getting coffee for his office so neither was in the building or close to the Trade Center. As I watched all of the distructions from here in Livermore, I had no idea of this of course. So I am panicing and trying to get ahold of everyone. I finally did by 4pm PST as the phones where tied up. Also I was having personal issues with the BF who was off and such... go read the old entry(http://rosered32.livejournal.com/4390.html) It was a crazy time. Things got better, but it was a hard day for me. And Now the current time is that I am off to work on teen moms stuff and being the best Family Advocate I can be as well as the best Rosie I can be. I have grown and changed so much and yet not as much as I would like.I am moving forward and really glad to be where I am now with whom I am with(Hugs toThe Man).
Hugs to everyone and I am ready to remember the past and move on to better places.
The Man stayed home today as he was in pain, but I was unable to stay with him. Send him text messages to cheer him up if you can, but no Amerillo Snoopy! He needs to know he is thought of if you can.
And of course it is Sept 11. And what was I doing 5 years ago? Well I had the day off as I was supposed to go to Davis with a friend, but that was changed over that previous weekend. So I woke up to my alarm and hearing the "Oh My God!" of Sarah from Alice and turned on the TV to see the first plane hit the World Trade Center. I freaked as my dad normally took the train in to NYC and got off at World Trade Center stop and then would have coffee with my Uncle who worked there. This preticula Tuesday, My dad was running late and my Uncle was out getting coffee for his office so neither was in the building or close to the Trade Center. As I watched all of the distructions from here in Livermore, I had no idea of this of course. So I am panicing and trying to get ahold of everyone. I finally did by 4pm PST as the phones where tied up. Also I was having personal issues with the BF who was off and such... go read the old entry(http://rosered32.livejournal.com/4390.html) It was a crazy time. Things got better, but it was a hard day for me. And Now the current time is that I am off to work on teen moms stuff and being the best Family Advocate I can be as well as the best Rosie I can be. I have grown and changed so much and yet not as much as I would like.I am moving forward and really glad to be where I am now with whom I am with(Hugs toThe Man).
Hugs to everyone and I am ready to remember the past and move on to better places.
