14 Day Love Challenge- Day 1 Ace of Cups

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I decided to try the 14 day Love Challenge from Ethony Dawn on FB or Instagram.. she is prolific so I'm not sure where I first saw this but I wanted to try it no matter what.

Day 1 is the Aces and being open to love. The question is when did you close yourself off to love.
And that struck me.
Harder than I expected.
When did I do that?
And I realized I had.

I am very selective with whom I actually let in to my heart. I am open to new friends but I don't let many folks in very deep as I have been hurt many times in the past. I don't let folks often see the broken bits or the chips below the surface. It can be lonesome at times but If I am not careful I will care and then be stepped on again. It takes me a while to be ok with caring and not worrying about being care about back. Most folks may not realize how much I care about them but some might. I say it but am never sure how to show it well. I give gifts and send notes in small bit. I support friends projects and send encouragement to people I love. I wonder if that is enough. I do show up but I am not pushy about being on the inside of things. I don't know how best to share the super soft spots sometimes.

As I go through this challenge I will see what changes I can make and what I can grow as I go down this path of 14 days of love and Cups diving. I will see where it leads.

Link for pictures of the cards: https://www.roseredtarot.com/2021/02/01/day-1-of-the-14-day-love-challenge-from-ethony-day/