So it turns out that my roomate is probably moving out. This means I have to move as well. I can't stay in my apt. with out the extra person. I am hoping he waits 6 more months as that would help to give me time to find a new place or save money for my own place. I am feeling ovewhelmed as I am also having Ren Faire season start again and the responsibility that goes with it on top of all of this. There are people I could live with except for small issues like cats or kids (neither are mine). I just wish I wasn't feeling swamped.
The mate situation is going better. He is doing well and we seem to be working things out.
I miss my friends who live far away. My friends Tim and Tim, who live in San Diego and Seattle, Have always been great to talk to about life and such. I miss them. Then there is my friend Chris. She is great but I rarely see her as she and I have conflicting schedules. I miss her as well. I have other friends but some times it is hard to talk to them as they don't understand my situations or they say things like "Just quit." or "You don't have to do that. I would leave, but I have never been in that situation before." It is hard to talk to people some times as I don't want them to feel attacked even though I am frustrated with them. My roomate's girlfriend is a big part of that! Any who....
See what happens when you don't journal for a few weeks. One tends to run off at the keyboard. more in a feew days....
The mate situation is going better. He is doing well and we seem to be working things out.
I miss my friends who live far away. My friends Tim and Tim, who live in San Diego and Seattle, Have always been great to talk to about life and such. I miss them. Then there is my friend Chris. She is great but I rarely see her as she and I have conflicting schedules. I miss her as well. I have other friends but some times it is hard to talk to them as they don't understand my situations or they say things like "Just quit." or "You don't have to do that. I would leave, but I have never been in that situation before." It is hard to talk to people some times as I don't want them to feel attacked even though I am frustrated with them. My roomate's girlfriend is a big part of that! Any who....
See what happens when you don't journal for a few weeks. One tends to run off at the keyboard. more in a feew days....
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Date: 2002-01-21 06:01 pm (UTC)From: