Stuff.... Crap....Don't read it's just me ranting.....

[rosered32]

So I am at a friend's house and I find a box that looks familiar. I ask where she got it and she says it isn't hers. Then the rush of who's it is hits me and I feel like crying and screaming and drowning all at the same time. Why is it that some one who really hasn't been a big part of my life can hurt me without even caring. It isn't like we dated or something. It is just that I felt we were closer than we obviously were. I just wish I hadn't put so much in too this friendship, when all it has done is make me upset. Other friends have stated not to stress, children do childish things. It is just that I saw so much of my brother in this person that it hurts to realize that something said at 3 am after a long week and me being very tired, is taken as my overall opinion about life, the universe, and everything.(I know I forgot the fish!) It just bugs some days. I am sorry that some dumb thing I said is so life altering that friendships must end but then again cute redheads are better than chunky brunettes any day ( being one I can say that.) It just hurts and I need to let go. I haven't got that down yet. I will soon I hope! Thanks for wasting your time reading this if you did....

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